Thursday, July 23, 2009


This is my dog Blossom.  Blossom is a boy!  I know, I know how humiliating for him. But it does fit him.  Hush! It really does!

He was a rescue and I got him four years ago.  He was so scared of everything and everyone.  I worked so hard for him to trust me and to open up.  He goes everywhere with me and I go everywhere with him! He hikes with me, he sleeps with me, and he goes to work with me.

I adore him.  Don't you?  

My date was okay, but he was not real. He talked of things that he thought would impress me.  He tried to show me how smart he was, and oh what a future he had!   He was oh so busy all the time and he had so many great ideas about what he was going to do with his life.

I don't care about such things.

The house that I rent sits on three acres and is on top of a hill.  I came home for my date and Blossom was waiting for me.  We sat outside together and watched the sunset and we sat really, really close and loved each other.  I think I am going to wait for a boy that wants to sit with Blossom and I on top of the hill.  Lots of boys would you know.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Who knew?

So this is me!

I know I am a dork right?  Aww I can't believe you called me a dork.  Now I feel bad.

I have a date with a boy tomorrow which may possibly be why I am putting up a photo of myself smiling and wondering if I am okay enough.  I hate that.

I have been single of the past year or so and during that time I have had tremendous growth in my life.  I got my beloved dog from  a local Great Dane Rescue (he is my love). I started eating right.  I hiked and I ran through the woods! I lost 50 pounds!  I started finding my spiritual side again with an amazing teacher and some incredible people...

And now I feel all nervous and gross and freaky.  Just because I am going to see a movie and get some Indian food with a boy.  Reality check time...I will be myself! I love myself! I have changed!  Okay three affirmations and I am good to go.  

Hugs and kisses and wish me luck!

Monday, July 13, 2009

How do I Feel This Way?

I am so peaceful as of late.

I used to be so unhappy.  I would try and try to be at peace. I would try and try to eat right and be healthy.  I would try to lose weight.  I was crushed by the world.  I was blind to what was really important.

How I feel now is simple really, but it doesn't just happen.  I have to work every day to achieve my goals and around me I have friends and a family that supports me every step of the way.

I am young but I am learning!..and I have the most amazing teacher.  

Today I threw the ball for my dog until my arm was sore and I walked and walked in the sunshine and through the woods and up the hills.  I came back and turned on my computer and saw all the comments of all the people that have already been so nice to me here.

It is not easy at first to watch what you eat, to exercise, to turn off the TV, to learn when your mind is tricking you into doing something that will hurt you and the universe.  But if you listen to the right voice and obey your heart you will find happiness!

Okay! I am being a total goof but I am happy and I am at peace and I know why I feel this way.  Do you?

Saturday, July 11, 2009

It's a gorgeous day!

Here in Maine there has been nothing but rain for a month. Today the sun shines and I am off to take a walk with my dog through the woods. Glorious!

I am so happy lately. I have lost 50 pounds and even better have found my way!

At peace really. More than happy. I understand now and it all fits. Things are so simple really. You need to believe and you need to feel and you need to let go. Don't watch too much news! Don't eat bad food! Find the Message of Love and spread it around!

The sun is shining! Take a walk with your dog and if you don't have a dog go get one! ;)

Thursday, July 9, 2009


Some people that have taught me a lot are starting a new blog...I thought I would too.  So this will be a place for me to talk about my life...and how it keeps getting better!

Bye for now, I will post for real soon!!!